I began coming to the Y again on a regular basis just at the end of February. I needed a place to unwind and have some alone and mommy time. Well I am now sitting here writing this post from the Y.
That first desperate day at the Y ended quickly and in tears... my son crying in the play center and me crying in the car after leaving the hot tub within 10 minutes of getting in (tip- don't try the pool or hot tub on your first try). I was so stressed, tired, and overwhelmed all I could do was take him to the car and sit for 5 minutes with tears streaming down my face, not able to see, not wanting to go back into that house. I finally cranked the car, wiped the tears from my eyes and drove the long drive home. Today is better. My dear son is finally adjusting to others caring for him, I am less stressed, but I still want to get in the darned hot tub and today it's broken. Aargh! Can a momma just take a dip? Please???
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